What is Real? What is True?

February 2, 2024UncategorizedAlpha Bravo

Alter ego writing.

Writing to clear my head.

None of this is Real.

None of this is True.

Or is it?

What is True?

What is Real?

Am I even living the TRUTH?

Despondent.

February 2, 2024UncategorizedAlpha Bravo

Back at the page.

Ok let’s go.

But, What is the use?

Despondent.

Is that even the right word?

I don’t know.

What difference does it make?

What difference do I make?

I don’t know.

But I can’t say that; right?

I don’t know.
I don’t know.
I just don’t know.

What difference do I make?
Just one person within Billions.
But that is grandiose behavior to the extreme.

Because I don’t even matter if one out of a Billion.
This is a bit depressing.

At least it stopped raining.

Comfort.

February 1, 2024UncategorizedAlpha Bravo

Comfort.
Going to rain later.
I should get out and DO SOMETHING.
But I’m too comfortable.
Why move?
Lazy?
I don’t know.
I just lack the motivation.
I have comfort.
Makes it easy.
I should do something.
To get rid of the comfort?
Nah, Screw that!
I don’t want to be a monk.
Screw that.
There’s no comfort in that.

Trust The Process.

January 30, 2024UncategorizedAlpha Bravo

Resentful.
Envy.
Jealous.

Favoritism at work.

Screw this guy!!

Don’t worry about others they say.
Focus on myself they say.
Don’t worry, the universe will provide they say.
Trust the process they say.
Stay in my lane they say.

But what do I do if someone cuts me off in MY LANE?
This is MY LANE!

I want to retaliate.
But I won’t.
I am too tired.

Just let it be.

I guess I will just have to Trust The Process.