Out of work.
Well, not really.
No work is being scheduled.
Sitting around wasting time.
No income coming in.
Applying to other jobs.
Well, not really there either.
Too much work just to apply.
Too many hurdles and hoops.
All want a lot of experience for a basic job.
Plus what does $15/hr buy?
And you want me to film a video of myself to interview?
Ahh.. No thanks.
GTFO.
I think I will just go be a bum at the park.
Or, buy a lottery ticket.
Can’t I just hit the Lotto?
Sitting.
Waiting for inspiration.
I don’t know what to write.
I don’t know!
I don’t know!
I don’t know!
I don’t know what to write.
I want to write something GREAT!
But, it is ok to be mediocre.
It is ok to be ME, just as I AM!
BE YOU!
No.
Nah.
Nope.
Not going to happen.
Never.
Nyet.
Nein.
No.
Many ways to say… NO!!
(And quite the alteration too!)
No.
No.
No.
No. Is a complete sentence.
And it is time to start using no more!
It would be a good saying (for a t-shirt or something)…
Just Saying….
(Reference / spin off of the “Do You Even Lift Bro?”)
What does it matter?
What does it even matter what I write?
Or even if I do write?
Well, that is arrogance.
Self Pity.
Self-Doubt
Delusion.
Fantasy.
Illusions.
But why can’t I write?
So what?
JUST BE YOU!
What a time to be alive!
A day off!
All day to screw around!
But, I have a to do list over 20 items.
Overwhelming?
Maybe.
But it is actually exciting!
I GET to live MY life.
A new mindset today.
Let’s do this!
(plus, two cups of coffee help!)
Slow DOWN!
“Get it DID!” as my former colleague used to say
I can only do one thing at a time.
Worried about this.
Worried about that.
Worried about this.
Worried about that.
Worried about this.
Worried about that.
So What?
So What?
So What?
What if this happens?
What if it Doesn’t Happen!
Then what?
Then… well… so what!
Maybe Mark Twain was right:
“I’ve had a lot of worries in my life, most of which never happened.”
Primary Elections are today.
Go Vote!
“Go Vote!” they all say.
But does it even matter?
I am just one in a sea of many.
“If it mattered, I would vote” says the Cynical.
But…
I voted today!
Does it make a difference?
I don’t know.
But I figure I can’t complain about the state of affairs unless I first have voted.
So, now I get to be like ‘them’
and say…
“GO VOTE!”
Projecting.
Thinking ahead.
Worrying.
But this is a waste of head space!
What a waste of waste of head space.
Thinking of this.
Thinking of that.
What if he does this?
What if she does that?
So what?
What if they don’t?
What if they do?
Either way I will have to react accordingly.
It has not even happened yet.
Why waste the head space?
Enjoy the moment now.
Palm trees and water!
I will miss that view!
I AM missing that because my head space is fogged.
Clear the Fog!
