Too much to do.
Enjoying the day.
Or am I?
Am I just procrastinating?
Well. Yes.
I am always procrastinating.
But……. That’s not the point!
What is the point then?
I don’t know!
Up
Down
Up
Down
Up
Down.
Like a roller coaster my emotions are up and down.
I guess that is good.
Because what is the opposite?
A straight line.
A flat line.
A flat line like on the heart machine.
And there a flat line means death.
So up and down means life?
Maybe so.
Enjoy the ride.
Everyone is crazy.
Nuts.
Bonkers.
Nutters.
Insane.
Mad.
Looney.
Crazy.
What does it matter?
People do their own thing.
So what?
So what?
So what?
As the saying says:
“A ship is safe in the harbor.”
But, a ship is not built for the harbor. It is built for the sea.
Time to get out to the sea.
And Live.
Out of work.
Well, not really.
No work is being scheduled.
Sitting around wasting time.
No income coming in.
Applying to other jobs.
Well, not really there either.
Too much work just to apply.
Too many hurdles and hoops.
All want a lot of experience for a basic job.
Plus what does $15/hr buy?
And you want me to film a video of myself to interview?
Ahh.. No thanks.
GTFO.
I think I will just go be a bum at the park.
Or, buy a lottery ticket.
Can’t I just hit the Lotto?
Sitting.
Waiting for inspiration.
I don’t know what to write.
I don’t know!
I don’t know!
I don’t know!
I don’t know what to write.
I want to write something GREAT!
But, it is ok to be mediocre.
It is ok to be ME, just as I AM!
BE YOU!
No.
Nah.
Nope.
Not going to happen.
Never.
Nyet.
Nein.
No.
Many ways to say… NO!!
(And quite the alteration too!)
No.
No.
No.
No. Is a complete sentence.
And it is time to start using no more!
It would be a good saying (for a t-shirt or something)…
Just Saying….
(Reference / spin off of the “Do You Even Lift Bro?”)
What does it matter?
What does it even matter what I write?
Or even if I do write?
Well, that is arrogance.
Self Pity.
Self-Doubt
Delusion.
Fantasy.
Illusions.
But why can’t I write?
So what?
JUST BE YOU!
What a time to be alive!
A day off!
All day to screw around!
But, I have a to do list over 20 items.
Overwhelming?
Maybe.
But it is actually exciting!
I GET to live MY life.
A new mindset today.
Let’s do this!
(plus, two cups of coffee help!)
Slow DOWN!
“Get it DID!” as my former colleague used to say
I can only do one thing at a time.
Worried about this.
Worried about that.
Worried about this.
Worried about that.
Worried about this.
Worried about that.
So What?
So What?
So What?
What if this happens?
What if it Doesn’t Happen!
Then what?
Then… well… so what!
Maybe Mark Twain was right:
“I’ve had a lot of worries in my life, most of which never happened.”
